I know… I just shared my Wonderful Wednesday post… I should be feeling good! I should be feeling blessed! Instead, I’m sitting here feeling… down, a little sad even.
Maybe it’s discouragement, maybe it’s frustration, maybe I’m just tired. I don’t know.
I know it’s more of yesterday’s post lingering. I had to go in and do a little church work and then I’ve spent the afternoon making phone calls and sending emails, working on the bulletin and gathering my thoughts for my next sermon. This work… well… it used to energize me. It used to excite me. It used to fill me with joy. What has happened? Where have the energy, excitement, and joy gone? I need them back!
My husband says I just need a break, some time. Problem is when I take a break and go visit the kids or whatever, I find it even harder to get back to it!
What’s wrong with me? IS it burnout? Where’s my passion? Where did it go and how do I get it back?
Just sending these questions out into the universe…